Thank you, Sister Roma


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Thank you Sister Roma – with respect, I’m sharing your testimony here. Your candidly eloquent testimony will help so many.

Hoping that you don’t mind.

“I’m a firm believer that some things are too personal to be shared on Facebook. I seldom make posts about my private life. It took me forever to talk about my sobriety but I finally did because I realized that if I shared my journey it may help someone out there struggling with addiction. Once again, I’ve decided that it’s time to share something very personal that may help others out there going through the same thing.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with Pulmonary Hypertension (PH). PH is high blood pressure in the lungs that forces the right side of the heart to work harder and become enlarged. Symptoms of PH include shortness of breath, dizziness, chest pain and pressure, and fatigue. There is no cure for PH and without treatment the prognosis is not good. Just before Thanksgiving I felt my heart go into Atrial Fibrillation so I went to the ER. Because of my low oxygen levels they performed tests and found what they believed to be a blood clot in my lung. I was hospitalized for several days.

They have given me blood thinners and oxygen to breathe at night (which is kind of fabulous by the way – I highly recommend it.) Tomorrow (Wednesday) I am going into see my top-notch cardiologist team at UCSF for an atrial catheterization. They are going to enter through my neck and and go into my heart to test the pressure and better assess my condition. Once this is complete my doctor will be able to better determine my course of treatment.

I don’t want anyone to worry – please. Honestly for the most part I feel pretty damn good. As many of you know I’m very active. I try to go to the gym 4-5 times a week. I watch what I eat – generally I feel like I’m in pretty good health. Realistically I am going to have to slow down a bit but let’s face it – you can’t keep an old queen down!

The reason I’m sharing this with you is because I want you to know what I suspect is a contributing factor to my Pulmonary Hypertension: crystal meth. I’ve been very open about my 15-year love affair with meth; I smoked it nearly every day. At the time I was young and thought I was invincible. I mean I knew it wasn’t good for me but all my friends did it. It was fun and we were glamorous. Then, when it wasn’t fun or glamorous any more, I stopped. I quit using speed about 8 years ago. I always thought that I made it out alive because I never lost my home, my job, my teeth, or my mind. What I didn’t know is that the drug took a toll on my heart.

I’m sharing this post because I want everyone to know just how dangerous and unhealthy it is to use crystal meth and cocaine. We all know it but many of us still do it. In fact I have friends – young, gorgeous, smart, amazing friends – who use meth and cocaine every day. I’m not judging you and I’m not begging you to quit. I’m just sharing my story as someone who has lived it and is now dealing with the consequences. I’m sharing this because if my story helps even one person then i’m glad I shared it because you matter and I love you”.

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About neverblendin

David Watters, a graduate of Napier University, Edinburgh, Trinity College of Music, London and the Institute of Education, University of London, has worked internationally within education and Educational Management for more than 20 years. He has taught extensively within many socially and culturally diverse settings; most recently as a Head of Performing Arts within Further Education. He is a personal and professional development associate with The Pacific Institute (www.pacificinstitute.co.uk), personal coach, freelance writer and founding member of NBI Associates. He is a writer on social equality issues, is a key player in the Equal Love Campaign UK and author of the forthcoming book, NEVER BLEND IN which features key voices from the Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Transgender community and which aims to inspire and encourage those who may lack self-esteem or who question their validity. David is currently promoting a youtube campaign"Give 'em Hope"and is asking individuals, couples and groups to make and share videos telling about the benefits of living with personal authenticity. He has shared a platform with Stuart Milk and Peter Tatchell and is a supporter of 17-24-30, The Trevor Project, Schools Out, The Terrence Higgins Trust, The Albert Kennedy Trust and numerous others. His background in arts and education, combined with a solid understanding of Cognitive Behavioural Strategies, and his passion for Equality Advocacy drive every aspect of his work as a personal development facilitator, motivational speaker and writer. View all posts by neverblendin

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